By Tom King
Growing old I find at this late stage in life ain’t fun.
Growing old is one of the few journeys in the world
Where the voyage itself was a lot more fun than voyage’s
end;
Where
your destination was not the place you thought it would be.
It does seem a little sad to me, that my expectations were
so mistaken.
It does seem a bit ironic in a way, and not in a good way,
When we were young, alive and full of vigor, we did not
understand.
When we were so anxious to grow up, we missed the part about
growing old.
I miss my youth more now than when I was busy raising kids
of my own.
I miss my senses; the clean feeling of touch in my toes and
hands and face
What is left of me is not quite the man that I had hoped to
be.
What remains is not the man I feared I might become.
I can’t tell you if things might have gone better had I made
other choices.
I can’t tell you if in the time that has been granted to me
to make my choices,
Whether I have come to the place I once set out for as a
child or
Whether or not I came here all this long way, entirely of my
own volition.
All I do know in the warm light of day’s end is that I am
content.
All I do know in the stillness of the twilight of my life is
that,
Who I am is who I might have wanted to be back then and
Who I am is not the miserable old man I might have once
become.
I got here on a path that I thank God I had the sense to
choose when I was young.
I got here, not by the easy smooth road, but by the high
path and hard trail.
Why I came the way I did was His doing not mine for I’d have
chosen easier ways.
Why I came here was grace entire; the inevitable gift of
love if only you’d have it.
© by Tom King
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